One Beautiful Mess

Why I am One Beautiful Mess... As I sat down to write this, these lyrics popped into my head      Here I go, Here I go, Here I go again, girl what's my weakness.....  If you had a radio in the 90's theres a good chance you know the song I'm talking about.  It's strange but where I am in life right now can be summed up in that very line, all that it implies and all that it leaves open. Here I go: it's like jumping off a cliff, taking that first step, making that hard decision.  But it's taking that action, moving forward despite the challenges.  A few months ago I began searching and questioning what God wanted me to do, and He answered. Well, not in the way I hoped.  It wasn't a  billboard with a job title that listed duties, qualifications, and requirements.  However over the last few months He has shown me something more than I could have ever imagined.  Crazy thing is that I believe I am only seeing a g...